Wednesday, March 05, 2008
ok, I thought I would feel so much better after yesterday.
but I'm confused now.. I dunno what you're doing, neither am I sure of what I'm doing.
I sorted out my feelings, it wasn't just temporary.. you doubted it.
but I guess I don't have to say much since you feel this way.
why did you tell me this, and the next day that, your words are so contradicting..
you shouldn't have appeared & made me feel hope again.
how I wish this never happened. I'm feeling so down once again.
I won't tear this time, I won't. guess I just got to learn to be independent.
Love is a killer, made someone so happy but it won't last.
I'm effing jealous, yes I am! ):
I'm in love, a dumb one. as always..
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I don't think I'll blog til' I get better, I don't want to bore you peeps with all my stupid posts.
I doubt noone's gonna read this blog anymore cos' t's always full of rubbish.
don't leave my blog alone ok.. it'll be as emo as I am.
I'll be better I guess, wait for my next post darlings.
was caught in the rain just now, feeling so terrible now.. I hate this feeling..
get well soon Jerline! til then..
Happy early birthday to my brother,BARRY!!