Wednesday, October 17, 2007
so much to tell.. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm feeling so down. I'm not like my ownself.
I've typed alot alot of things, but I don't think that it's good to post it out. It's about my baby.
For the past few days, I've been looking at Shermain's friendster profile. each time I look at her profile, I hope to see new photos of her. (I'm not a lesbian for god sake.) She's someone that's so great, I've never regreted knowing her. since sec1,I've known her the fifth year this year. but it seems like I've only known her for one two years only. I still remember we got to know each other throught netball. I'm so happy that I chose netball if not she wouldn't become my bestest sister. we spent our tuesdays training together,we're the best partner in court. during tournaments,on court, whatever move I was going to make, she seems to know what I was thinking. but until sec3, we weren't as close as before le. she wasn't in the school team but I was. until sec4, I finally gave up cos' I really coudn't take those tough trainings. but she managed to get into the main team & did very well. at that point of time, I felt that I don't have the right to be as close as her. she's surrounded by juniors who liked her alot. she studied very hard & got into a JC. met new friends, back to netball with our sec1 team mates. things changed, we weren't the sisters who always meet up, who played basketball, who talked everything under the sun. but she always seem to forget about me, always waiting for her call with disappointment. but whatever it is, she's still the bestest one for me, & I will always remember the times we've shared. my sunshine forever (:
there's alot more I want to say, but I choose not to. I rather keep it to myself, so don't ask why.
I need a best friend,seriously..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICEY HONEYBEE (: